I know that I’ve said this before, but… Oh my goodness, God is so stinking good! Sometimes he just absolutely blows me away. Why am I always so surprised when he gives me exactly what I need?
Last night, while I was packing to leave school, I missed a phone call from Susan. In the voice mail she left me, Susan told me that Jen and Rick had taken the kids and gone away for Thanksgiving… and, knowing that neither of us really want to be home, they’d left Sarah and I their house to use over the break. I cried.
I am completely floored by the fact that they’d do something like this. I’d never asked… never even imagined… I can’t tell you how loved I feel right now, nor how incredibly grateful. Oh my goodness. When I got to the house this afternoon, I laughed out loud; Rick had left us all sorts of notes with instructions, among other things, that we are not to have any wild parties, are only allowed to have one boy over a piece, and can feel free to help ourselves to any alcohol in the house just so long as we leave some left in each of the bottles. I really adore that man…
Sarah has decided not to use the house; she doesn’t really even know Jen and Rick, and I think she’s sort of thrown by their invitation to us. I’m staying at their house, but only on an as-needed basis; it’s good to know that I’ve got somewhere I can escape to should the need arise, but my family is my family and, in spite of everything, I want to be with them.
I am loving having Sarah home. She told me that she loved me last night, and that in itself is a huge blessing, because Sarah doesn’t normally say that without prompting. Before I’d left school last night, she’d called for directions to a movie theater in the City, and had hung up the phone by chirping, “Ok, I’ll see you later tonight. I love you. Goodbye!” I think I smiled for a good two hours after that.
Today was incredible; Sarah and I drove to our dad’s house and made apple pie. The ride there and back was spent talking about boys and college, our parents, and just our lives, really. We told secrets and laughed like we were best friends, and I couldn’t help but wonder when my baby sister had turned into the beautiful young woman sitting next to me. How did I miss that? Sarah and I have always had a good relationship, but I am really hopeful that it’ll grow stronger now that we’ve each had an opportunity to grow up a little bit.
I am winding down for the night, getting ready for bed and waiting for Susan to call and see if I’ve locked the doors… I’m grateful, always but especially tonight, for the millions of little blessings God’s put in my life, and am pleased that he’s smacked me in the face with a few of them today. To just say thanks doesn’t seem like enough…
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